| Location | Hayes, Middlesex |
| Age | 41 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 27/11/1952 |
| Date of Death | 26/02/1994 |
| Visitors | 1,154 since 26/07/2009 |
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My mum, was loving, caring, and very sad inside,She had a very tough childhood, I had around a year with her, and it was the most precious time, though I wish I had spent longer with her.
I moved in with my mum in 1992 towards the end, and spent only one christmas with my mum since i was 11. I knew my mum didnt really want me to live with her as she had not long moved in with her boyfriend, but they let me stay, but they split up so my mum moved in with Graham, who has now also passed. They married, and he was a lovely man, but they all drunk too much.
Mum couldnt live in Abu dhabi so she came home and went back to her boyfriend before.
She was still unhappy and was drinking more. My mum and her boyfriend would argue, not too much, but when they did, it was a big argument.
One night the argument was really bad, and i was upstairs listening to it, and i was getting upset, My mum came into my room, she told me nobody loved her, I said i did, but she kissed me on the forehead, and said i know. THe argument continued, and i got dressed over my pj's and went out for a drive, I was only gone 45 mins. In those 45 mnutes, My mum's fella went to bed, and my mum went out the the garage, took a clothes line, tied it up from the stairs, and looped it round her neck.I came back to her hanging from the stairs. I tried to help her, I really did, I just couldnt bring her back, I think i was in such a blind panic, i was screaming, and her boyfriend was out for the count upstairs, and i was still screaming for help, but nobody came. I called my dad, then an ambulance.I felt for a long time i did it all wrong, but i know now, it was probably too late anyway. I will never forget that scene, or the screaming, I have never screamed since. i miss her desperatly, even now, 15 years later, every minute, of every hour, of every day.
Please remember my mum in her happy days, laughing, joking, the big grins, being the welfare lady at oakfarm, and patching up everyone with plasters! Being a carer, always looking after others before herself, She was a lovely smiling caring, loving, funny, beautiful lady, and i miss her very much.
May she be peaceful, and happy now in heaven with the angels. I am sure she rests in a lot of peoples memories, just as she rests in mine for the beautiful lady she was.
Love you MY mum. Wish you were here, x x x x
pain
I am so sorrie for ur pain.
I found my only child Tim the same way you found ur mom.
I think we will see that in our minds for the rest of our lives.
Im so sorrie for ur pain.
☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥☆ ♥ This day is remembered and quietly kept,
No words are needed, we shall never forget,
For those we love don't go away,
They walk beside us every day.
Unseen and unheard, but always near,
So loved, so missed, and so very dear ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥
To Auntie Nina.
I remember when she used to come round with one of her boyfriends and my Mum used to highlight her hair in our small kitchen, and they would spend hours gossiping. When we were all little, we had picnics whish shoe boxes in her front room on rainy days.
She rushed round one morning during the school holidays when Daniel put his hand through a glass window, and she rushed Mum and Dan up to Mount Vernon A&E, Lynne & Ben and me stayed behind with a neighbour and played in the park.
She always gave time, help and support to others, with out QUESTION!!! but had no one professional to turn to to help her in her time of need. She was a GREAT Auntie!!!! and I do miss her greatly. She would be sooooooo proud of Lynne, and her beautiful little ones, and Ben.
Miss you loads!!!!!!
xxxx Cassie xxxxx
Janina, may you rest in peace, and look down on your daughter and her family with love and pride. She really has done you very proud. She is a very warm hearted, caring person. Thank you for bringing such a special girl into this world. Sleep well xx
Janina, may you rest in peace, and look down on your daughter and her family with love and pride. She really has done you very proud. She is a very warm hearted, caring person. Thank you for bringing such a special girl into this world. Sleep well xx
Mum
I miss you every second of every minute of every hour of everyday. I forgive you, and hope you are resting peacefully, sorry it has taken me so long, Love you with all my heart. x x x x x x
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